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Roadkill: The casual violence of driving

Particularly in the rural West, where the driving is fast, roadkill has become just another tumbleweed on the side of our roads. One writer takes a closer look and comes away driving more slowly.

Roadkill: The casual violence of driving
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Ashli Blow

Particularly in the rural West, where the driving is fast, roadkill has become just another tumbleweed on the side of our roads. One writer takes a closer look and comes away driving more slowly.

Slow is not always beautiful, but it's the best way to experience the  West — for better or worse. When I'm cross-country bicycling, I'm out  in the air where I can smell everything, including the road surface,  petroleum exhaust and carrion, especially deer that have died after  being hit by vehicles.

Of course, roads are necessary in the rural West — without them we'd  be even more isolated than we are — but they are also one of the most  disruptive events for wildlife in the history of evolution. Zipping  along at 65 or 75 mph or even higher speeds, we become agents of death  to all manner of other creatures, whether they walk, fly or slither. And  sadly, we don't even realize what we're doing. What happens if we try  going slower? If you really want to know a place or a road through a  landscape, walking or riding a bicycle is the way to go.

Once, on a cycling tour that took me up the Pacific Coast into Canada  and back through the Rockies, I traveled through the Northern Sierras.  The day was hot, the asphalt was sticky and I was irritable as the  evening came on. Worse, the only campsite I could find was sandwiched  between the highway and the shore of a lake. Though the occasional car  would burst past, I was able to doze off, but then the full moon started  to rise, the wind shifted, and the breeze carried the sickly smell of  carrion.

The next morning, I was on the road early, and I paused to rest  before I tackled a steep hill. Suddenly, a strangely dressed man stepped  out of the trees and walked to the edge of the road. He was a curious  sight. A big, fully bearded fellow wearing a white cotton robe that fell  to his ankles, exposing bare feet in flip-flops, he also wore a poncho  cut from a brown wool blanket.

He thrust a piece of paper into my hand, and I read the message  written in big type: "We're monks who don't believe in violence of any  kind to animals or humans. Don't eat meat and throw away your leather.  Goodbye and good luck."

I must have seemed like a poor customer for his message as I thrust  my leather bike shoes into the pedal clips. Struggling to shift gears, I  sat back on a leather seat and gripped the handlebars with my leather  gloves as I pedaled hard up the hill. Then, at the top, I smelled a dead  deer before I even saw it.

I was pedaling through continuous violence, I realized: Every day, I  smelled carrion and saw dead birds, skunks, beaver, chipmunks, snakes,  dogs, cats and other animals mashed into the road's surface or lying  just off it. In Montana's Bitterroot Valley, I even spotted some  flattened fauna that looked like it might have been a mink.

Name an animal, and a car has probably killed it.

But probably the worst of it was my realization that most of us never  seem to give it any thought. There are exceptions: I heard a story  about a Zen teacher at Tassajara Monastery in California's Big Sur, who  would ask his driver to stop at every dead animal. The monk would get  out, bow, and bless each roadside carcass.

One time, my wife hit a small deer on the Kaibab Plateau in Arizona. I  got out and decided to move the poor thing off the road. I grabbed two  of its legs and swung it off to the side, but was surprised when the  small deer uttered a moan. I left it along the road, thinking it was  going to die, but feeling certain that it was better if it didn't get  run over a second time. I stopped at the same spot days later and there  was no sign of it. I hope it survived.

I know that sometimes hitting an animal smashes a car as well, and I  know that sometimes people are killed in such collisions. I've come  close. One dark night, my wife and I were driving our pickup down that  same Kaibab road when we hit a cow. It was a big cow, which, I guess,  turned out to be lucky for us, because it stood so high off the ground.  When we hit it, our radiator and hood took the impact, and we were  unhurt. Of course, the cow didn't survive.

Now, whenever I'm in a car, insulated by metal and the power to speed  through the world, I try to drive more slowly than almost anybody else.  And I bow, or silently nod my head, to all the destroyed creatures that  I know are lying on or just beside the road.

Writers on the Range is a syndicated service of High Country News (hcn.org).

Ashli Blow

By Ashli Blow

Ashli Blow is a Seattle-based freelance writer who talks with people — in places from urban watersheds to remote wildernesses — about the environment around them. She’s been working in journal